Sebenarnya saya selalu terfikir, am i doing a right thing? i mean my PhD.
Especially when you doing this for almost 4 years and still hoping that you can finish this soon. It is so sad when you compare yourself with your friends. They have career but i have none. I'm still struggling with my studies with just monthly allowance (sometimes no) and your friends earn higher salary income.. This is sad. But i'm happy for them.. They success after all.
But what ever it is, i know this is the best for me.. Allah swt akan beri yang terbaik untuk setiap hamba-hambaNya.. kan? And lucky me i have my husband yang sangat supportive! He is the best! To be honest, i kept complaining about this to him. Especially bout my studies and this thing that i don't have a career la bla..bla..and compare myself with my friends.. bla..bla..
And he said, please don't compare.. Kita patut bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah dah beri pada kita.. Tak henti-henti rezeki yang Allah beri.. Although i'm still a student but we have our own house, car, our gorgeous kids and we still happy with our lives.. we still can go for holiday, we have times with family.. Semua ini rezeki..
And when you compare yourself with a people yang lagi susah dari kita, kita akan lebih bersyukur.. Ada yang lagi susah dari kita.. So, jangan tengok atas, tapi tengok bawah..
Yeah, indeed!
Whatever it is, i am so blessed. Even though, we may not rich like others but we are blessed with all we have and we know Allah will give the best to us..
So, no complaining please!
p/s: Actually this post is for me.. I want to remind my self all the time.. keh keh keh..
